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[QUOTE="Sideshow82:1312514"]I met my girlfriend when I was grade 12 and she was in grade 10 (I know we were young) we lived in a small town (about 5000 people)we started dating and soon we're spending every moment we had together. I graduated and worked nights, so I would pick her up at lunch and we would have lunch everyday. things were perfect. we were together about a year and a half, and things were not going good with my family I soon moved in with her mom and her. (her mom divorced her dad, and he's had clinical depression ever since) we had to sleep in seperate rooms. Our plans were to move to calgary and she would go to University, and I would work full time. (we've lived here for 2 years now) I was never a city boy and we started fighting every now and then. I don't really like to go out to bars because both my parents were alcoholics, and didn't like being around people like that. we would go to the mall, and just hang out. The past year was pretty tough, I lost my job and it took me awhile to find a new one, but it was graveyard shift so we didn't see much of each other. I finally found a better job and things were looking good. about a month and a half ago she came home from work and said we needed to talk. she said that she thought we needed to spend some time apart. I was taken by suprise. she said that she thought I should go stay at my friends for about 2 weeks and see how things go, meanwhile still hanging out every so often. I Agreed and went over there. The next day I went over to visit her and she said that she didn't think things were gonna work out. I was devastated. I sat there in disbelief. she left to a friends and I tried calling her asking her if we could work things out. she said yes. so we hung out a couple more times within a week. and things went really well. then I went to see her and she said the same thing. she moved out and I stayed at our old place by myself for the past month. the thing I don't get is things were not that bad and I was happy, she said she still loved me and that we could still hang out every so often and maybe things would work out. things between us have gotten worse and worse. I still love her so much and miss her so much, to the point of where I tried to take my own life. she started hanging out with this guy that she works with about a week after we broke up. I always trusted her and she always told me she would never ever cheat on me. she used to get upset when we watched a movie and someone would cheat on someone else. The thing I can't understand is how after 4 years she could just give up and throw things away. I've been a mess since she left and things don't seem to be getting better. I know she was my first love, and that people will say i'll get over it. I'll always wonder what could have been or what I should do from here? I've skipped a lot of filler just cause I don't want to bore people. I miss her so much and still love her very much. I just don't know what I should do. Thanks for listening [/QUOTE]
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