Today is day TWO of withdrawls from dope
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[Aug 13,2009 9:18am - reimroc ""]
Yea I'm pretty much over that hump. Now it seems its mostly me shitting myself silly.
[Aug 13,2009 9:41am - dreadkill ""]
glad to hear you're still keeping at it.
[Aug 13,2009 10:30am - The_Rooster ""]
reimroc said:shitting myself silly.
Would see this band.
[Aug 13,2009 11:57am - pam ""]
reimroc said:Yea I'm pretty much over that hump. Now it seems its mostly me shitting myself silly.
Welcome to day 4. Good job!
[Aug 13,2009 12:15pm - ouchdrummer ""]
reimroc said:Yea I'm pretty much over that hump. Now it seems its mostly me shitting myself silly.
There is no remedy for this. It doesn't matter how many Imodium pills you take, it just wont stop. I'd invest in some prep-H wipes now.
[Aug 13,2009 1:45pm - reimroc ""]
This isn't the first time I've went through withdrawls. I'm prepared with my laptop to be able to browse the interwebs while i sit on the toilet.
[Aug 13,2009 3:09pm - ouchdrummer ""]
It's different for everyone, and obviously you know what you're in for, but the only thing that really helped me kick the shit was that everytime i relapsed, i immediately started quitting again. If you continue doing that, and don't give in to the whole "I feel so bad about relapsing that i'm gonna go on a two week bender" thing, eventually you'll just get so sick of doing the terrible first 3 days over, and over, and over, that you'll be more driven to stay off. Like i said, i know you know what you're in for, and how you should treat it, but any positive reinforcement is always good.
As a side note, for any of you reading this that haven't dealt with serious addiction, the fact that Garrett is posting this is a big step in the right direction, and shows that he wants to be clean. Otherwise he would have continued hiding the addiction to the best of his abilities. I applaud you Garrett, and I really do sympathize. Just keep with it, and keep reminding yourself about how happy you were during the two years that you stayed clean.
[Aug 13,2009 3:12pm - reimroc ""]
thanks jim. i do appreciate everyones support including yours because i know you have dealt with this same shit before and are no stranger to recovery.
[Aug 13,2009 3:15pm - ouchdrummer ""]
Yup. I still tell everyone that i'm an addict. Clean, but still fighting every second of every day.
[Aug 13,2009 3:23pm - dreadkill ""]
who's this garrett guy? i thought his name was reimroc.
[Aug 13,2009 3:30pm - reimroc ""]
ouchdrummer said:Yup. I still tell everyone that i'm an addict. Clean, but still fighting every second of every day.
Thats the way it is. No one is ever "cured".
[Aug 13,2009 3:31pm - reimroc ""]
dreadkill said:who's this garrett guy? i thought his name was reimroc.
Garret is my name. First name to be exact. reimroc is just my online forum alias.
[Aug 13,2009 3:32pm - ouchdrummer ""]
Pretty sure that was a joke Garret.
[Aug 13,2009 3:33pm - reimroc ""]
probably was but just in case....
[Aug 13,2009 3:39pm - dreadkill ""]
it was a joke, but it's nice to meet you garrett. is your last name reimroc?
[Aug 13,2009 3:53pm - reimroc ""]
dreadkill said: is your last name reimroc?
yes and no.
[Aug 13,2009 4:02pm - FuckIsMySignature ""]
i keep thinking this a thread about that band Today is the Day
[Aug 14,2009 3:00am - douchebag_patrol ""]
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[Aug 14,2009 7:36am - massoftwoslits ""]
cormier
[Aug 14,2009 9:23am - AaronSyndicate ""]
I don't know you and vice versa...but I just wanted to say that a complete stranger admires your bravery and I wish you the best. I've seen some close friends of mine deal with this shit and it ain't pretty. You don't need luck man, you've clearly got a brain and some heart so just use those and you'll be good to go.
[Aug 14,2009 9:41am - dreadkill ""]
massoftwoslits said:cormierthat's what i thought
[Aug 14,2009 5:21pm - reimroc ""]
Day 5:
Feeling a lot better. Still kind of have an "off" feeling but better overall than any of the other days. Still shitting myself silly because I hadn't taken a dump for two weeks.
Again, thank you guys for all of your support. It really did and still does mean a lot to me and definitely helped me stay motivated to get through this to get clean again.
[Aug 14,2009 5:21pm - Conservationist ""]
Time for the apomorphine cure. Good luck!
[Aug 14,2009 5:26pm - reimroc ""]
wut?
[Aug 14,2009 5:53pm - ouchdrummer ""]
reim, have you ever read up on Ibogaine? It interrupts heroine addiction, and will completely stop withdrawals, and make the mental addiction MUCH easier. Not to mention the fact that you trip your frieking balls off from it. There are clinics that administer it in Canada, if you can't get up there though i could show you how to procure some.
[Aug 14,2009 5:56pm - reimroc ""]
It better not be some ridiculous quest to procure it jimbo. I really don't feel like jumping through hoops lol
[Aug 15,2009 10:19pm - DestroyYouAlot ""]
reimroc said:
dreadkill said:who's this garrett guy? i thought his name was reimroc.
Garret is my name. First name to be exact. reimroc is just my online forum alias.
(Altogether, now...) "HI, GARRET!"
[Aug 17,2009 9:27am - ouchdrummer ""]
reimroc said:It better not be some ridiculous quest to procure it jimbo. I really don't feel like jumping through hoops lol
Hey, if you feel like dealing with dope withdrawals instead of ordering something that would interrupt them (jumping through hoops) then by all means.
[Aug 17,2009 9:35am - SkinSandwich ""]
ouchdrummer said:reim, have you ever read up on Ibogaine? It interrupts heroine addiction, and will completely stop withdrawals, and make the mental addiction MUCH easier. Not to mention the fact that you trip your frieking balls off from it. There are clinics that administer it in Canada, if you can't get up there though i could show you how to procure some.
I read up on this a bit, I guess it can make you trip a little bit eh?
[Aug 17,2009 9:37am - ouchdrummer ""]
a little bit? No, lots and lots.
[Aug 17,2009 9:40am - SkinSandwich ""]
Oh okay, well thats better then!
[Aug 17,2009 4:19pm - reimroc ""]
ouchdrummer said:
reimroc said:It better not be some ridiculous quest to procure it jimbo. I really don't feel like jumping through hoops lol
Hey, if you feel like dealing with dope withdrawals instead of ordering something that would interrupt them (jumping through hoops) then by all means.
Jeeez no need for the attitude. I just don't like jumping through hoops for stuff. If it really is as simple as going to a website and ordering something then explain it to me. PM me or send me an email if you remember the address. Or you can call my cell if you remember that too.
[Aug 17,2009 10:47pm - keynotecompany ""]
good luck
[Aug 17,2009 11:05pm - Avalonwinds ""]
You got this man. Keep up the work!
[Aug 18,2009 2:15am - the_reverend ""]
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