Suicide[views:7843][posts:62]_____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:31pm - metalmatt666 ""] I have been very very depressed lately I cant stop thinking about death I know this sounds stupid but i feel the urge to end my life and if/when i decide to do it I'm not going to fuck around or anything I'm just going to do it I know where the fucking gun is And i will blow my head off but then I think of what people will say and lots of people have told me they would be pissed at me for doing it And i am far too caring a person to hurt them like that But at the same time I cant help but want to rid myself of this goddamn world I don't know why I wrote this but it hust felt good to say something:gun: |
| ____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:33pm - Christraper ""] i think weve all been there dude. smoke some pot and go to sleep. |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:35pm - Lincoln ""] Yeah seriously. No reason to end it no matter how bad you feel...theres always another day....yeah smoke some good buds and take a nap. |
| _________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:39pm - succubus ""] ugh please no.... this girl who used to post on another message board that i posted on...amde some depressed posts....not as blunt as you...but anyhow... she ended up killing herself and the board ended up finding out and stuff...her dad i think ended up..bleh nevermind... |
| ______________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:45pm - dugoxistance ""] put it on a camera phone. |
| ____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:49pm - Christraper ""] naw i know how he feels. i get some pretty stupid ideas every once in awhile and am never quite sure who to talk to about it. you dont want to worry your family and your friends either wont take it seriously or you know they just wont want to hear about it anyways. serously, a boll pack of good pot and a nap will do wonders. or you could just do what i always do which is find a girl. girls make it all go away untill they drive you crazy or leave you for another guy. and then youre back to smoking pot and taking frequent naps. |
| ______________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:50pm - GoatCatalyst ""] suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. you can always move far away where nobody knows you, re-establish yourself and then there is always marijuana and pornography to heal. |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:54pm - the_reverend ""] reason's not to kill ones self 1) you poop yourself 2) just think of all that spam and who's going to get it? |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:54pm - Lincoln ""] Christraper said:naw i know how he feels. i get some pretty stupid ideas every once in awhile and am never quite sure who to talk to about it. you dont want to worry your family and your friends either wont take it seriously or you know they just wont want to hear about it anyways. serously, a boll pack of good pot and a nap will do wonders. or you could just do what i always do which is find a girl. girls make it all go away untill they drive you crazy or leave you for another guy. and then youre back to smoking pot and taking frequent naps. Sorry bro girls can have an adverse effect on that too. They just drive you crazy....don't talk to girls about it....unless their friends. |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:55pm - Lincoln ""] Or just smoke ton's of weed and laugh your ass off at it all!!! |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:57pm - dreadkill ""] GoatCatalyst said:suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. well said. i have been depressed alot too, throughout my life. once i get medical insurance again, i am going to try to get on some medication and see if it helps. i think it is a chemical thing. maybe it is with metalmatt too. seeking medical help might be something you would want to check out. good luck dude. |
| ____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 3:59pm - Christraper ""] Lincoln said:Sorry bro girls can have an adverse effect on that too. They just drive you crazy....don't talk to girls about it....unless their friends. I didnt mean find a girl to TALK to!!! Good God man what are you thinking???? No for the love of all you hold sacred dont talk to them about your problems!! Theyll only try to solve them for you and when they cant theyll drive you fucking nuts because theyll constantly think youre depressed because of them. |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:01pm - Lincoln ""] Christraper said:Lincoln said:Sorry bro girls can have an adverse effect on that too. They just drive you crazy....don't talk to girls about it....unless their friends. I didnt mean find a girl to TALK to!!! Good God man what are you thinking???? No for the love of all you hold sacred dont talk to them about your problems!! Theyll only try to solve them for you and when they cant theyll drive you fucking nuts because theyll constantly think youre depressed because of them. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I guess that was my problem all along....HAHAHAHAHA!! |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:08pm - Lincoln ""] I don't think we're helping this guy out though. Stick it out MetalMatt666...whatever it is can only get better. Trust us. |
| ______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:12pm - dan. ""] whatever. kill yourself. nothing matters. 666 |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:14pm - metalmatt666 ""] Well i'll Try my best I guess That's all anyone can do |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:15pm - Paul cnv ""] dan. said:whatever. kill yourself. nothing matters. 666 That's so black metal!!! :satancross: Fun fact: Sweden has a high percentage of Suicide, Alcoholism, and loose women... |
| ______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:20pm - dan. ""] sodomizer :satancross: |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:25pm - Lincoln ""] metalmatt666 said:Well i'll Try my best I guess That's all anyone can do Trust me...if you are indeed serious...I'm not doubting that...but everyone on this board has been where you have been and possibly worse. You rise above and grab life by the balls. Sounds cliche but it's true..thats the only way you will get through anything. |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:26pm - Paul cnv ""] :swedenflag: Sweden: Come for the women, stay for the booze, and kill yourself for black metal!!!:swedenflag: |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:31pm - swamplorddvm ""] Wow. I know how it feels. |
| ______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:44pm - dan. ""] is there really anyone alive who hasnt thought about killing themself? |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:48pm - swamplorddvm ""] I think MOST have. and SOME really do think about it. Not to sound deep and/or grim, but I for one have. |
| ________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:48pm - Lincoln ""] Yeah we all have at one point or another. |
| ____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:51pm - Christraper ""] swamplorddvm said:Not to sound deep and/or grim, but I for one have. EXACTLY!!! I hate talking about it because im in a fucking black metal band and everyone says i fucking look like Dead anyways!!! |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 4:54pm - swamplorddvm ""] Hahaha Dead looks (looked) cool. |
| ___________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:00pm - paganmegan ""] for all the times you think of suicide, think of the times when things are good. You will be glad you didn;t. You can't live metal when you are dead |
| ______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:01pm - dan. ""] i may be wrong on this but being a zombie is way more metal than being human. survey says? |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:03pm - swamplorddvm ""] True. |
| _______________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:04pm - Josh_hates_you ""] zombies rule |
| _______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:06pm - Hooker ""] If you drink heavily, stop drinking for a month. Note the changes. If you're a compulsive eater, get a soloflex you fat girlish pile of shit. If you're a scrawny bitch like me, go ahead and tie a cinder block to your neck and throw it off a cliff. If you are addicted to porn, hold one of those keyboard cleaner air blaster cans upside down and spray it on your scrotum for the hell of it. |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:07pm - swamplorddvm ""] They claw at my face and rip off my scalp!... |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:13pm - Dissector ""] dan. said:i may be wrong on this but being a zombie is way more metal than being human. survey says? :NEWHORNS::NEWHORNS::NEWHORNS: |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:30pm - Paul cnv ""] [img] |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:32pm - metalmatt666 ""] paganmegan said:for all the times you think of suicide, think of the times when things are good. You will be glad you didn;t. You can't live metal when you are dead You know what you're absolutely right |
| _______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:42pm - retzam ""] That picture is absolutely wonderful. |
| ______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:56pm - dan. ""] yeah, but for every good time theres about 10 bad times. for the rest of your life. just sayin. life isnt for everyone. |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 5:58pm - Paul cnv ""] [img] |
| _______________________________ [Nov 8,2004 6:23pm - retzam ""] Finally a drink where we feel both mighty/grim and sloshed off our asses. |
| ___________________________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 6:30pm - menstrual_sweatpants_disco ""] GoatCatalyst said:suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. shut the fuck up. that's something shrinks say when they don't know what they're talking about and don't know anything about you. |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 6:50pm - whoremastery ""] the demo i sent you will cheer you up..if its over a girl..make a tape about her and send it to her like i did..then watch her try and commit suicide and laugh as you send that recording all over the u.s. and abroad!!!! its the best!!! instant cure! but only if its about that.. |
| __________________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 6:53pm - Murder Steinbag ""] Satan will cheer you up, E-mail MURDER STEINBAG@yahoo.com OR Whoremastery@yahoo.com and ask for a tape, and he'll be right over. |
| _____________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 7:36pm - swamplorddvm ""] swamplorddvm said:They claw at my face and rip off my scalp!... Damn it! Someone finish it. |
| ______________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 7:58pm - dugoxistance ""] try suicide. your whole world changes once you do. |
| ______________________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 8:33pm - coldnorthernvengeance ""] :satancross: |
| __________________________________ [Nov 8,2004 8:44pm - Jellyfish ""] swamplorddvm said:They claw at my face and rip off my scalp!... Exposing my skull |
| __________________________________ [Nov 9,2004 7:53pm - gayxdude ""] for having such cool names, you guys are bunch of emo faggots |
| _______________________________ [Nov 9,2004 7:55pm - Hooker ""] Weakness, gaydude. You are embarassing me. |
| __________________________________ [Nov 9,2004 7:55pm - fuck you ""] kill yourself |
| _______________________________ [Nov 9,2004 7:57pm - Hooker ""] *sighs* |